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Hey,
I know I haven't wrote in awhile i had alot of things on my mind and i'm really stressed out. I wanna start fresh and not be who I was before. I want to transfer to a different school, to a school where nobody knows me and a school that won't have anything or anyone to distract me. But I'm still the same COW everybody knows.
I DON'T KNOW MYSELF........................................................................................................................................
I really don't. I'm still searching. Searching for a reason, a purpose, an identity, an idea for what I'm supposed to do or be. What does God want me to do. He's not speaking out or maybe I'm not listening. I don't know. I have only told a few people my worries but not my friends cause they won't understand. I feel like cying but I don't know what for. I feel like laughing but I don't kow why. I need an answer to my prayers. I feel like giving up but I know I can't.
What do I do?
This is an important message for all close school friends
I will not be in contact at all for this whole holiday
Do NOT call, message, email or communicate with me in any manner whatsoever because i will not answer and will not reply